bella hadid Sharing a very clear message with her fans.
On Thursday (June 25), the 29-year-old model took her instagram story To open up about the mental impact of living with a chronic illness, she detailed an inciting incident related to her Lyme disease diagnosis, which she has struggled with for more than 15 years.
“Haven’t been able to recover from this flare up… have slept for 11 hours. Then… take daily naps. Have taken every protocol from all the doctors I have seen. Still no help. IFYKY,” bella Wrote on one of his crying selfies. “Now I’ve diagnosed myself with 12 other things so it’s good.”
“And today is not the day for me to tell the journal. And yes, I drank water. And no, I didn’t go for a walk because I was out of breath walking to the kitchen,” she added. “I don’t think there’s a single brain cell working and my last two cells are messing with each other, so I’m sorry if I ever journaled about a bad day. I take it back and I’m sorry.”
“Although I took a bath without fainting,” bella Added, “So again, if you know you know…this felt like a really big accomplishment for me today so maybe someone can send me a cookie or something.”
She then shared a very long message explaining how “scary” it is to explain the symptoms of pain, exhaustion, fatigue, anxiety, brain fog, infection, and trauma, and how they “lead to severe isolation and depression, especially over a long period of time.”
I wish it weren’t so scary and difficult to explain the pain/fatigue/anxiety/brain fog/insecurity that comes with chronic illness/co-infections/mental health/trauma/etc. Leading to severe isolation and depression, especially in the long run…especially when you try to do anything. You learn about your symptoms, read books, read others’ stories, try to diagnose yourself when you seek answers that no one else can find. you fight. At last some good days have come for you. You think you’ve found the right protocol, the right routine, the right treatment… and then a flare-up comes back and suddenly nothing feels certain again. Back to canceling plans, back to the inability to make decisions because you never know how you’re going to feel day to day. You wake up with anxiety already present in your body. Physical pain before your feet even touch the floor… and somehow, a still completely exhausted body and mind have to find the strength to get through another day. Hiding feelings you can’t even explain. Sometimes it feels like it’s impossible to fully understand unless you’ve lived something like it, or loved someone who has.
So if you are reading this and quietly fighting a battle that no one can see, I want you to know that I see you… there is light, even if you can’t see it today… there is hope, I feel it sometimes even when I am at my lowest… as so many have said.. I have to remind myself that healing is not linear… I believe God only holds out for us in some way what we can carry Are able to, even if we don’t understand why at the time. I know that all things in life have a deeper purpose, and that through experiences, whether good or bad, there is a silver lining. Sometimes it’s hard to find it…but I truly believe that every difficulty leaves us with a lesson, a deeper compassion, or a strength we never knew we had. It leads us to the places, people and experiences we have now.. I am so grateful for life but without living in a body that has more hard days than good days…. It’s hard to find joy or purpose or a reason to even go out…but we’ll keep trying! Always anyway. I just wanted to come here and say to anyone struggling like me, or completely in their own way: you are loved. Need you. Your life has purpose. And you will be successful in every season of life… Love you and hold you deeply.
He also reshared a story recently sent by a friend. orabella To fragrance and business.
“Even when I’m sad…watching my best friends receive little gifts from me from a distance, at least being able to stay with them emotionally when I’m not feeling well and then on top of that, seeing how hard my beautiful team works for me and my dreams…” she wrote. “It makes me emotional…Thank you to my tribe for saving me.”
bella Explaining her outburst, she shared a photo of a deer frolicking around in the woods, concluding with, “Hi I’m sorry if I alarmed anyone. I know it sounds upsetting, but the whole truth is this is my reality so it’s something I’m now able to handle to the fullest. I’m sorry if I alarmed anyone. This is literally what I’ve been through every day for the last 15 years, It’s a roller coaster ride. I had a huge amount of emotions about not being able to do things that my mind is capable of doing.”
Every day is a new day and I am hoping for a better tomorrow, God willing,” she said, adding, “I love you guys so much, thank you so much for your support. I wasn’t expecting it, but I’m really grateful. I love you guys so much.”
Back in 2023, bella shared a The update on his health comes after staying away from the limelight for several months to undergo intensive treatment.
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